I wish i can move on

As of today see him in a chat room but why he is not talking to me after all the friendship i give to him and love i give to him his not talking with me any more :( is was so hard for me but after all this year happen parang wala lang sa kanya yong friendship namin at yong ang pinaka ma sakit that happen to my life to lost a lover and friend also is because of me i trust him a lot but this new life come to me for him. pero masakit sa akit at hinde ko alam kung paano ako makaka pag move on nito sa sakit ng feeling ko na to i thinks umaasa ako na ma ibabalik ko pa ang dati namin pinag samahan pero hinde na pala wala kasi siyang tiwala sa akin. nawala na ang lahat lahat una ang love panalawa friendship and the most painful is i lost his trust for me as a friend and love. How can i move on if he is not yet ready to forgive me :(

Even if

Even if you love your friend if your friend dont love you so is mean it time to get over after all and if your friend will stay is mean this is a true love not a fake one.

Ang pag tago ng feeling

Para sa iba kaya nila i tago ang feeling nila para sa tao na mahal nila my iba naman jan takot mag sabi ng feeling kasi takot sila baka masaktan sila pero ako itong takot mag sabi na mahal ko siya, kasi kaka 1 year lang namin last dec 12 nakaka takot na mawalang na ng isang friend sa akin but when i will keep this feeling for my friend masaya ako pag kausap ko siya sa viber at sa wechat kasi kahit ganong lang pag uusap namin ok na ako masaya na ako. But i have some feeling about it mahirap mag sabi na "i love you more than a friend will you love me also" nakatakot ako ma saktan at takot ako sa isasagot niya kaya itatago ko nalang muna ito feeling ko for him hinde ko pa masasabi sa kanya ito pero ito ako na mag hihintay ng tamang hanahon so ito ang palagi ko sinasabi sa kanya "Am only here for you whatever happen and when u need someone to talk with am only here" ayan madalas ko sinasabi sa kanya pero deep inside me i love him na talaga, masakit man ang sagot niya o masaya naman i will tell him my feeling on time not now. . . .

The true feeling

I am thinking about the feeling i have now. Pero hinde ko masabi sa kanya ang feeling ko kasi takot na ako ma saktan gusto ko na sabihing sa kanya pero need to keep this feeling for him i dont want to be sad all i want is he is always beside me and he make so happy every time am sad i need someone to talk with. oh know a feeling for a friend become a lover what will happen next :( is will be 50% he will just stay or 50% he will go away from me. This is a true feeling i love my friend more than a friend i want to be a lover.

Set free

For a man that who want to be free
the man who want to be happy
the man who want to be simple
and the man who want to set his bf free.
the man want his bf to free even the man love his bf and his bf love him also they have so many thing happen bago naging sila dami pag subok and dami naninira sa kanya but they stay is was so hard and there is a pain and one will be crying and be free.

The missing love.

"Ano ba talaga ang kulang sa akin? Dapat ba ako umasa na my mag mamahal sa akin?"
Ayan ang tanong ko palagi sa isip ko kung my mag mamahal ba sa akin i miss my first love :( but still i cant move on. Dahil mahal ko pa siya paano na ito at paano na ako makaka move on if am still missing my first love. Grabe first love is so hard to for get is was so sad but i need to move on. The last time we talk is about the break up.mahal ko pa din siya but he ask for his freedom so i give it. But still i am missing the love and the past before my ng paparamdam naman sa akin friend ko pero friend lang talaga ang feeling ko sa kanya ewan ko doon kasi guwapo naman siya pag mag kasama kami parang happy ako pag mag kasama kami.

Sadness in a man

There was a man who is so happy before but the man is now sad because his life is not complicate but his family is always here for this man he is so thanks full to his family because his family thanks full. but the sadness inside him is still there one night the man cry again because he really miss his mommy. I ask the man "why your crying all night?" the man still crying because he really miss her mother :( is was so sad but his mother when to US for him but he don't know what is happening now with his mommy in the us. So now he is asking "where is my mommy?" do you thinks his mother is ok? lets find out the next story of this man asap.